Seize The Carp

Monday

So Monday was a good day. I smiled. It was more than a smile. It was a smile I couldn't hide. Forget why I smiled. It was one of those moments that before I would've forced myself to not smile because of its cause. But Monday I smiled, acknowledged the smile and didn't suppress it. Then I went to work and it was a struggle to smile but I did get in a couple laughs that weren't forced. So all in all, Monday was a good day.

Yesterday, wasn't a bad day. But it wasn't great. The fam went to Cattlemen's for Ray's birthday. Happy Birthday Dad! They have the best steaks ever cooked. It's good. So while there was nothing spectacular happening, it couldn't be counted as a bad day. But it did set the stage for today.

Today's not bad, but it can't be counted good. Today I do feel depressed and ready to quit, but it's not overwhelming. So it's not good, but not bad either. I'm hoping this medicine I'm taking takes effect soon. But I know I have to wait 4 weeks before I see anything. So maybe around my birthday I'll be able to tell.

Speaking of, I only have 21 days til I turn 21. Hehehehe. I'm ready.

posted by Unknown @ 12:19